2004-04-08 - 5:21 p.m.

Frustration

I know I'm frustrated as of late. A few days ago my boss politely pulled me aside and said he made a mistake in pressuring me to release some fingerprinting results. He said that we need to be able to explain what is physically happening. I didn't at the time, but I totally agree with him.

I've spent the past week trying to physically explain a system of data points that looks like a shot gun blast.

I feel like there is a physical relationship present, because I can see it in my time series plots. But I want more. I want to be able to find a smoking gun. It is there, and finding it will help the state. I know it is there. I can smell it.

Though physical processes are chaotic, there are signals. They are complex and could take a lifetime to figure out, but at the risk of sounding insane, to find them is to come a bit closer to understanding the universe.

n.p. collection d'arnell andrea :: coll age 1996 - 1992

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