2003-11-09 - 10:00 p.m.

Sluts and Teases

It is funny that to many people sluts are bad. I don't think so, though I do think a tease is bad.

The subject came up at a party I was at last night, where a few of us were talking about how we felt it isn't wrong to be a slut or into sex, but to pursue people without any intent seemed a bit worrisome.

But as I think more about it, it is hard for me to draw a line between the two. However, I know that when I'm naked, I'm a terrible slut and sometimes I wish I wouldn't be so horny.

It isn't that I don't do anything wrong, but then the thought of when you sleep with somebody, you sleep with everybody they've slept with enters my head and then I begin to worry.

The problem is I worry so much about STDs, that I get this incredible guilt after sex. And that spoils the moment. There should be a glow afterwards. There really should, especially when it is between two consenting adults.

But the politics of it all somehow lingers. Bah, I hate that.

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